i tried to act as if i cared.
i tried to act as if i didn 't want to get out.
i wasn 't careful what i asked for and i got it but i hung on for 21 months.
49 days sitting,
standing,
not sleeping and going crazy in a corner.
49 days,
my balls turned to brass and i finally won out.
i did 21 months.
the 21 strangest months i 've ever lived.
i think about all the sick things that i said,
and what i did,
and what was done to me and through it all i grew strong.
made my stand; learned to live.
i still live what i learned in 21 months.
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